will you take me away with louboutins under our feet?
Sunday, August 23, 2009
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure.I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.But if you can’t handle me at my worst,then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
something is so wrong with the net )= or maybe its me.
its another sunday and i am home at this hour talking to norris who is a total pain in the ass. i really wonder how the boys click with him. he is certainly from the other planet.
on the other side, i spend like three and a half hours over the phone with kenny. geez. i cant believe it. i hate phone calls. but come again, there're a good and bad side of everything.
its always the unexpected. like a man in a race. how a week changes your life dramatically. take the good, the bad, the happy and the sad. the future is always better than the past.
the first message i saw was from jiawei in the early morning. same old thing. the boys expected me to turn up. with the whys and the nots. he still insist we sit and have a heart-to-heart talk. he claimed that we are just being childish. i didnt need to know how he felt. i didnt need to know how things were. i didnt need to know. its too late . . .
i just couldnt wait for the move. i hope its a good thing this time (= and this time round, i think i dont mind eletronics.
must be the monday blues. i need to see ken for a new haircut. i need a new set of nails. i need to lose those numbers on the scale. i need to do something about them.
till then . . .